Why don’t you like me?
Step 1 : Find a source of joy that will not wilt in the face of hard trying times. This source of joy should be able to instill in you a sense of purpose when all in the world seems bleak. This could be something simple like food and hanging out with friends, or complex like joining a dance class. I, personally, have given myself over to read other people’s blogs/poetry and troubling my friends with company.
Step 2 : Actually find jobs.
Step 3 : Actually apply to jobs.
Step 4 : Actually believe people will want to interview you.
Step 5 : Actually study and feel smart for the interview.
You’ll get there.